12516.) sometimes i wish i had that special someone that i could call mine. </3
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November 8, 2009
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November 8, 2009
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12518.) I feel like sometimes you notice me the way I notice you. But you’ll never know and that is what’s making me shatter inside.
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November 8, 2009
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larger than life - backstreet boys
burger king.
new beginnings.
i just got really depressed. my best friend is coming to visit me at college this weekend. i’m more than thrilled about it, but i feel like something’s missing. and i know something’s missing. i’ve recently been thinking about it. since i’ve left for college i think i’ve changed a lot, but at the same time not at all. i’ve learned a lot being on my own and not having my parents. and what i’ve learned is that massachusetts is just, not for me. at all. my dad came here and brought me out to dinner to discuss it. when we came back, i was in my dorm room all alone and i just cried for a really long time. i layed in bed, and just sobbed. i hate not having any of my friends here with me, and i hate more than anything not seeing my family for weeks at a time. it sucks, a lot. but something else that was hindering me was that i lost a really close friend and i haven’t been the same since we detached from eachother. i, personally have not fully detached, and what sucks the most is that the other person has. there’s a link between us, that is my best friend and it just really brings me down whenever i think about it. reading old things, looking at old pictures, yearbooks, pictures hanging in my dorm, everything. everything somehow reminds me of home.. and how i’m not there. fixing things. this was a really jumbled post but i really had to get that out.
November 2, 2009
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